Heyho! I'm back from shopping, okay i didnt buy much lah. Okay, i didnt buy anything. ) : Waited so effingg longg for that Aaron Angg! I tell you, he owes me a treat. We were all getting so pissed please. : // Then the guys were being so fucking anti-social. Tsk, they didnt even say hi. And then there was this wierd skinny boy, with a broken arm and drenched but standing hair. OKAY, what are you talking about marie. Rahh, There's Technique tmr. And wth, i'm the least bit excited. Now i'm never excited about dance.

fuck you marie.

I'm happier today. (: Cos i'm going to vivo! My wallet is coming my way i tell you. Jiaher wants to get one from topshop. Perhapsss. (: OMG, i am so excitedd! Okay, so i'm always stuck in this situation of not knowing what to wear. TSK, i need clothes too.

Its almost ten and i'm not showered. Neiggh, i'm very fond of saying that.

i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.
i dont know what to wear.

Okay, i'm mad. &running late.

Had dance in the morning, okay. I dont really feel like talking about that, what a failure i am. ) :

So i even thought i could make it to the top,
when in actual fact i never was worth a thought.
Chances time and again, i never failed to give away.
So right now, i'll drown myself in a river,
a river of my tears.

God bless the less emo.

Another jolly day for me. (: I went for mass in the morning, and the warden warned us not to talk during mass. He's nice luh, he didnt scream at us. Luckily. (: Okay, so i saw alesia &isabel at mass. What pretty ladies.

So after mass, luke, glenn, edwards, justin rachael &i went for lunch. Effing edwards got a lift from his dad. WE WALKED. Tskk. Okay, so as usual, the foodcourt had no seats. at all. So we went to Pastamania to eat. And whoo, i managed not to eat. (: It was so embarassing i tell you. They were like screaming f-words so loudly yknow. Tskk, yall. &&i arm wrestled Justin! It was a tie sadly, i got tired and didnt wanna wrestle anymore. LOL. ;D LUKE IS STRONG. NO DOUBT. Hah, guys i'm gonna beat all of you one day. :)

After mass we walked arnd boring J8, we wanted to go swimming, bowling, rock climbing and play pool. But in the end did none. Heh, here's the funny part. We met michael's dad and he started shaking our hands. He's so funny i tell you. Then he asked for my name, so i was like "marie". Then he said "manny?" HAHAHAHA. SO EFFING FUNNY. I was like giggling and said "um, nopes uncle. MARIEEE." he's so cutee!

Yeaps, then we headed home, while rachael, luke and justin went to god knows where. LOL. Then momma took me out. Didnt buy much luh. Sadly, bugis is very very ah lian. OHWELLS.

I'm gonn' sleeep.

I'm home on a Saturday. Mummy come home. ):

TODAY WAS JOLLY. Though i had a crazy bad hair day. : /

Yeaps, as it says. Vivo, vivo again! This time with jiahui, anna, jane, banna, sampan &jewel. Where we then met, luke, rachael, samuel, glenn, edwards, aaron &meish. Jolly whole lotta people right? Yeah, but i walked mostly with jiahui &all.

We watched DOA, its funny. But rachael doesnt agree, cos she says i'm a sadist. No okay! Cos the guys in the show look so funny when those three girls kick their dicks. HAHA. I'm serious. Its so effing funny you see. Tskk. So i'll tell you what ive eaten today.

1. Three cubes of Rittersport.
2. One tube of Haribo gummy.
3. One chee sysausage.
4. A lil' bit of popcorn.
5. Mixed fruit sago.
6. A slice of toast. (:

&wahla! This is working! Just gotta keep this determination moving mann. (: & you see if i eat less, i spend less. Which means i'd be able to use the money to buy my own stuff! See how good this is? HAHAHAHA. Oh my, i feel clever. : D

Oh & when i was in the theatre, i turned arnd to see how luke and rachael was, & guess what? I saw cute lil' rach clothed with luke's jacket. OHMYGOD. I was like "sam look behind!" Then we both went "Aww, so effing sweet." See our lil' junior's growning up. Heh.

Then when i went outta the theatre, i saw samuel, glenn, edwards and all again. Though i dont think they saw. Heh. Oh! Then we went to the balcony! I tell you it was jolly fun! (: Pushing each other in and stuff, We were considering of going to Sentosa! HAHAH!

One's a slut the other's a flirt. The world's coming to an end.

I'm home! School's been boring, like usual. Today was lil' different. Last day of school after all, i gave out the card i sepnt all night making. (: i'm glad they loved it. heh. Dedications!

To the Llama Ducks; Power rangers; FUN inc; Diamond of the house &of course Super guavas, I love y'all and thanks so much of this year. Its been great fun, and hopefully the friendships that we've made will still go on strong.

Esp to Natalie, dont migrate my dear. Where will all the fun in onethree go? Youre our dear lil' bulldog! its just hurts me so to see you go. ): RAHH, i feel like crying now. Myohmy. : /

Ohmy, i feel the emotions yknow. Its so saddening luh. ):

I went to town with meishi and jiaher. (: They're pretty fun. Jiaher and i are surnames now! Yeaps, i love you. And of course meishi too. Then we "met" Luke, Samuel and all at kino. Haiyer, that brazil racer tee. Hah, if you know what i mean. Then we ate a lil' and jiaher had to go. ) : So me and my bimbo-crazyness, tried cheering meishi up. Kinda worked, but then we suddenly went all serious. Walking down the streets, we spoke abt stuff like death, boys, friends. What a heavy heart a was carrying i tell you. I couldve just broken down right at Orachard road yknow. Thanks meishi, i love you. What a little something to mark the end of the school year. (:

So as i has drinking my soup at the dinner table, i got a call. From non other than Luke Yap, saying he wants me back at orchard again. Haiyer, luke. Please luh, at that time i just got home yknow. So he was asking me to go for some haunted house at cine, some halloween event. Tsk, it was in the middle of the night. Whoo, sorry anw.

cause as we leave this wonderous scene,
&enter a whole new world of the unseen,
we tumble in a swirl, &afraid not that we'd fail.

we've worked thus far,
&lived to love,
we bear less to part,
nor the failure to keep in touch.

I'm mouse-less again, this time i'm not so annoyed cos' i'm got kinda used to it. Tmr's the last day of school. Hm, i am nervous, sad, and maybe kinda happy. All at the same time. Owells, not the first time. Time flies, i still rmb the sec one orientation yknow.

Mum just said my thigh grew fatter, like omg, i am so not suprised. Just out to make me lose my confidence yknow. Omg, I am like gonna be anorecxic &let you see what skinny is. GAHH! SO FRUSTRATING.

Daddy noticed my eye bags when i got home just now, ahh. Marie Lee your ugly self is growing uglier & uglier each day. I could just stand on stage & everyone will start throwing eggs yknow. So effing depressing please. Whatever luh, no diets gonna change that.

I'm gonna do some reflection now, so not me right.
gdnight. (:

Selamat Hari Raya y'all! ;D Dad's watching Suria now, &they're all singing. HAHA, funny shit. March woke me up this morning. She started stepping on my stomach cos she was hungry. It hurt loads, tskk. New skin! Okay not new buti made some changes. Vintage hotness i tell you. ;D Anyway. I photoshopped again. (:


Click to enlarge yeah; &pardon the self obsession. ;D

To think i thought you were nice.

Like whoo, what a bad girl. I didnt attend school yet again, today. But owells, its not like i'd learnt anything back at school. But yeah, it was the charity thingy at school, &i actually prepared the presents. Shit you marie. Tskk. I think i'm going visiting tmr, to Aunt Sheila's. Aw, the cute malay nephew of mine. (: No worries' , i'd post pictures. ;D ANTICIPATE Y'ALL.

Noticed my posts getting really word-y. So here are two random pictures. i've photoshopped.






yknow your actions make my puke,
&your sentences kill my oomph.
oh dear, what a tragedy.
cos youre not all you seem to be,
&its not what we think we see,
with the mask you put on,
you make evryone so fond.

I ABSOLUTELY HATE THE TOUCH PAD. &I WANT A MOUSE AT THIS INSTANT.

I'm getting so annoyed right now. So this post isnt gonna be long. Cos i'm so effing annoyed. I could just diee yknow. &I cant photoshop and do no nothing without my mouse. I feel so disabled. AH!

Whateverr about the mouse, Rachael's going all crazy cos she doesnt have a PSP. She gets all crazy over these stuff. Its so nonsensical please. Like omg, its justa machine. And now she's telling me about Mario codes, i am not attracted by these Rachael. Its like you just walk around and kill stuff. HAHA, what a great interpretation. (: But for those who love these stuff, please dont get offended. Cos i just absolutely dont get the point of spending tonnes of money buying these machines. But whateverr, have fun rach.

I think its basketball for me tmr. (:

I'm really tired, So goodnight y'all. : D

There's never a right time to say goodbye, but baby we know when we've gotta go;

I think i'm meeting jiahui &the rest later at 130, i havent told momma yet. : / I'm speaking to Val on msn now, its like a korean drama fanatic! (: They're playing ransom letter on 987 now, i used to like that song so mcuh please. Owells.

I suddenly miss primary school choir so so so much, its not the first time anyway, i kinda got used to it alr. ) : I dont know how some people could just like forget all those that happened just like that yknow. Ahh, stupid feeling. Miss Lim says we could form a community choir where we would all come together and sing again, as alumni or smth. Well i certainly wouldnt mind coming back at night for pracs luh. Anything to sing again right? (:

The feeling i get at dance is different, maybe its that i feel more welcomed with the choristers. Where people are less intimidating. Well, its not that the seniors at dance are not so nice, but its just that i dont get the feeling of a big happy family. Unlike at choir everyone's talking together, dance is very clique-ish. But i guess we've contributed to that result. Cos of all the nonsensical politics &stuff. I gotta agree everyone has to play a part in making dance more united. I guess choir is also more united cos of Miss Lim, yknow she's so funny, she makes everyone laugh. &that how we mingle so much. Its like, there's no such thing as seniors &juniors. But everyone is equal. Well at least thats what i think. (: Nevertheless, I still <3>

Mum wants me to take up classes during this long holiday. Well, ive got to. The holidays havent started &i'm alr bored. I think i'm gonna take up some telemarketing job. Its like calling people up &stuff. I'll perhaps do that for like two weeks or smth. Sounds boring anw. Then i'm hoping i'd be able to take iceskating again like ive did before. Cos i'm all rusty now, i've forgot everthing ive learnt. See theres so many more things ive yet to do. So i'm just gonna wait for my mum to give me money. (: So i'm working on the tummy now, &i must say this time i'm determined. (: Heh, you must be counting the number of times ive said this right. Have faith mann. (:

I'd shun away,
I'd run far and wide,
I'd clean these wounds,
& shed those tears,
Just so that i'd feel alright.

Vivo City is smelly.

Hahahah, Its true okay! It smells like.. poop and perfume. Yes, fused together. Ew right? It was so crowded mum and i weren't even in the mood to shop. Daddy just walked. He always does that. But its no doubt that there's so many things there, Gap, Pull &bear, Forvever 21, Zara, Topshop, Bebe etc.. All of my favs. (:

&while i am here envying my sisters of there chance to get prom dresses, Mum wants me to get a dress for 1st cousin's wedding. He's getting married now, i remember when he took care of us while playing firesparklers during CNY when we were young. Tsk, how time flies. &this also means i get to buy a dress! Yay, its been sometime since i bought a dress. Hoho.

My mouse is not working, which means i am depending on the stupid insensitive, spastic, irritating touch pad. Rahh, it kills. I think i blog less nowadays. &i absolutely dont know why. :/ Ooh! Guess what, i bought the Princess Hours soundtrack! (: I know yall so envy me. Whee, that makes me so extra happy! :D

I dont feel like going for mass tmr, i dunno why. Im just like that nowadays. YadaYada. I'm conferencing with luke, clarissa, rachael and some zachary guy now. Whoo, its so funny. Like three quaters of the guys we know sound alike.I think they're kinda cloned. HAHA. I'm so full of shit. Owells. (:

Goodbye world. (:

I didnt go to school today. I was kinda lazy, they got their results back. And whoosh. I didnt do well, though i passed it all. Bleah. No A1s this term. Owells, no point regretting now i guess. I didnt study hard enough. Whalalaa. D:

So we didnt get through syf. But I guess we alr guessed it. But owells, all that piroettes and stuff. Resulted in the stupid muscle ache this morning. Everyone freaked in front of Zaki, as for me i just stoned and forgot the whole shit i practiced. I'm down for reauditioning, but i dont wanna go. : / JUST TRY MARIE. WHOO.

Ive got tonnes of blogskins to make now, for like so many ppl i owe. Ahh, sorry guys, i'd start tmr hokay. (: My sister is officially gong in head. HAHA, she has o levels tmr and she's not even sleeping yet. TSKK MABEL! School's up for me tmr, and i dont wanna go. Mum's forcing me. HAH, youre so lazy marie.

yknow seeing you hanging like this makes me ill,

but then again i'm at a loss for what to do.

now, after all this i am afraid to say.

i cant be bothered with you.

HELLO. I am happy today. (:

We've got a new president. Just elected, we stayed back for two hours just for that okay! YEAH. khym chan! (: NOT BAD EH. hooh. I didnt do well, and why arent i suprised?!

Ahaha. i'm gonna go now.

Goodbye. (:

Syf auditions and Choir reunion on the SAME DAY. How?!
Oh no, tell me this isn't happening. :// Know I just hafta know the timings. Arrange, Arrange. (:

Meanwhile, Ive been home all day, hungry and bored. ): And, I photoshopped stuff! YAY.




I miss my long hair.

Dinner time! (:

I'm not gon' let you, spoil my day.

Scram! and stop making it my fault.

My eyes have been sore the whole day. ): Thank you, Princess Hours. Blame it on the directors that make it so touching. I think the amount of tears I've shed can fill like one whole bucket. What the hell, Two whole buckets. Stupid cry baby.

But Princess Hours is really worth the watch. Noww, the list of K-Dramas i wanna watch goes on.

1. Full house
2. My lovely Sam soon
3. A sad love story.
4. Love story in Harvard

Okay, so thats about all. Enough to take up all my holidays. Plus, there's

1. The O.C
2. Roswell Season 2
3. Roswell Season 3
4. Laguna beach
5. Prison Break
6. Desperate Housewives
7. &all the other movies.

Yeahh marie, what a form of escapism. When you know all these stories dont happen in reality. Rahh, owells.

For all that they call fairytales.

I need a life. Its too boring after exams, though k-dramas help a whole lot. I am jolly happy today, cos the choristers are going back on tuesday. Its like a reunion thingyy. (: Then i'll be glad enough to catch up with used-to-be room mates. (: Ahh, what nostalgia. Just reminds me again how much i miss the choir. The times we spent together. The homesickness. The joy amongst us. Gosh, youre being a cry baby again marie. Quit being emo. : /

I'm gonna continue with Princess Hours again.

Goodbyee;

Hello all. I havent been blogging much eh. Yeahh, I was lazy. I've spent my morning trying to find pictures for another blogskins. But to no avail. Owells. I'm so bored luh. I think I'm heading over to rachael's for a movie marathon later. (: Yay. Staying home sucks.

I still havent got to the exams are over mood yet. Believe it or not, I feel like studying. :// Nehh. Kinda psychotic when you think about it. I am growing fat. And i am not happy about it. Not that i'm gaing weight, but i'm not eating less. So thats bad. But owells, life is about eating to me. :) In life you've gotta make yourself a happier person. HAHA.

Did some catching up with Sherlyn a couple of days ago, and i gotta say, she hasnt changed much. Still same old, shy and girly her. (: I think i'm probably gonna hang out with her tmr or smth, depending on her mum actually. Then we spoke about what had happening last time, when we were kids and we'd climb through the tunnels and swam through ball pits. Now, dyou have an idea what i am speaking of? Nevermind if you dont.

I am hungry again. Dyou see what i mean, I am constantly hungry. Tskkk. This is badd. Only granola bars for you marie. Cos you are too fat. :// Now i am contradicting myself. I was so tired ytd, i just fell asleep like that, without doing my workout. NOW, THESE ARE EMPTY PROMISES.

So owells. Gotta take a bath now, goodbye.

Nicole's at my house noww! (: I'm jolly happy. She's so so so cutee. She can stand now! Its so nice seeing babies grow up each day. Oh no, i sound like a mum. :// She was so fascinated with March. Hahaha, da jie thinks that March is jealous. Tskk.

Hohoho. I saw Sylvester Sim today, we made eye contact. Okay like you caree. Anyways. I am gon' go on a hard core diet. And lose weight. Plus, Daddy's gon' bring me shoe shopping, so i'd get shoes to go running. (: Stick to my principal of 200 crunches per day, at least three mintue leg raise, and 10 push ups. Its not alot, but i guess it'll help tone the flabs. :// You can do it Marie. And daddy the use-to-be body builder will help. (: i love you daddy. Now i'll be one of his clients. Hoho.

I need to go shopping. I have no clothes! : ( and monday's the last exam. So i guess i'll go hang out with.. well, People. I'm talking to Luke noww. And He's so sweet to rachael. Owells Owells.

Gotta go kids. Byeee.

Wokay, almost all the EOYs are over! Reejoiceeee i tell youu. :D So anyway, I'm having muscle cramps now, so annoying. tskk. did i mention i absolutely hate librarians?! I mean no offence, but yeah! they're so fcking. bleah. they took down tris's name wokay! so mean luh. nvm tris, we're all in this together. (:

So everything's almost over, but theres still cheena, which i am not confident of, because of compre. I cannot read the chinese words at all. My chinese sucks. ): I told jia her i was craving for a grilled chicked foldover, and i still am. (: hoho, marie youre sucha pig. Ive been eating alot nowadays. this is bad girlfriends. Never be like me. ://

Seeing luke and rachael together is soo cute. (: bleh. So whatever, I am so thirsty noww. TSKK. i wanna die alrr. : / I am now talking to luke and rachael on the phone, so yeahh. Luke yaps is so sweet to rachael. Whohoho.

they flashed through my mind,

they lingered in my heart,

they gave me that bitter taste,

right inside my heart.

the past, ran past.

the present froze,

our destiny crossed paths,

and showered in a lovely bath.

i miss you so.

HEY! I am so not gon' study for geog, cos it sucks. Yeah, thats all. History sucked. I couldnt do all the ten mark questions, zuo wen sucked too. Cos i was freaking falling asleep and i didnt know what i was writing. Yes yes. I am gon' do science now, that sucks too btw.

RAHHH. WORLD, YOU SUCK.
thanks for making me break my promise.

Whoa, Anxiety Attack. : /

Ive got dance later today, i'm afraid they might make us do all those difficult spins and spilts. Shannes and pirouettes, enough to kill my feet. &considering the fact that i'm so so so inflexi, i'm just gonna tear my muscles and die. But i guess its just like that, and since i'm in dance ive just gonna train train train.

Glenn Tan must go and die noww. HAHA.